new blog!

After seven days of not posting in this blog!!



I'm back!!



Well, I don't know if I'm going to keep this blog...





Because I have a new oneeeeeee!












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There!! You can go and read my posts this past week!!







I love c0okiez! and ...

weeeeeeeeeeeh....

I created a new blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And it's in somewhere you don't know!!!




I will occasionally visit this blog..



But in the mean time, I need to fill up my other blog..




So, see you sometime in the future!!





I love c0okiez! and blogs!

mmm...

holding hands while walking...

brushing my hair off my eyes...

tickling each other...

sending sweet messages...

laying on his lap...

running in the fields together...

giving flowers for no reasons..

sharing a drink...

taking a stroll together...

staring at each other's eyes...

gazing the stars together...

exchanging love letters...

introducing me to his friends...

saying i love you's...

having the same mugs...

engraving our names in a tree...

burying a treasure together...

saving my messages...

hugging me when I'm cold...

creating our own fairy tale...

having a candle-lit dinner...

making dinner together...

watching him sleep...

wearing his shirt...

carrying my bag...

surprising me occasionally...

letting me lean on his shoulder...

sharing dreams with each other...

listening to my rants and frustrations...

doing sweet things for my forgiveness...

buying me an ice cream when I'm sad...

lending me his shoulder to cry on...

slow dancing in the rain...

walking me home...

smiling at me for no apparent reason...

embracing me when I'm scared...

watching sunrise in the beach...

singing a song for me...

holding my hands...

sharing his thoughts...

hearing his voice before I sleep...

eating the food i prepared even it's not good...

taking care of him when he's sick...

watching fireworks...

sharing a secret...

dedicating a song for me...

giving me a candy to make me smile...

remember me at least once an hour...

i'm the first one in his contact list...

sharing an umbrella...

wipe my tears...

carrying me on his back...

watching sunset in a ferris wheel...

peeling me an orange...

writing me a poem...

sigh...






how i wish...









I love c0okiez! and dreams...

silence...

After a long, long, long, long



and super duper looooooooooong



time of silence......




He finally talked to me... (well, i mean chat..)



hehehee...



Well, maybe because it is time for forgetting the past and everything...



We're not reaaaally enemies or angry with each other...



It's just awkward...



I hope that we can finally talk with each other personally..



well, if you ever read this, you know who you are..




I love c0okiez! and ym!

I'm not!!!

Agh! I'm not! I'm not! I'm not! I'M NOT!


sigh...


You think I can produce it out of nowhere??




It's really hard when you think I can...

I feel bad when I can't help you...

You're asking for something I can't give you...



It's not that I don't want to give...

But I can't just give and give and give!!!



I'm already running out of it...



I hope you understand (if ever you read this and comprehend!)


But I am still here...



I love c0okiez! and I'm not!

new year...

Yay!!! 12 days to go before new year!!






Here' my resolutions for 2008!


1. Stop hurting others physically! (Not totally stop but reduce it..)


2. Participate in class discussions.. (Not always but once in a while.)


3. Speak out! (Especially in jeeps..)


4. Time management.. (Daig ng maagap ang masikap!)


5. Stop trying to save the world.. (or something like that!)


6. Shut my mouth! (Give chance to others)


7. Wear my glasses.. (Ala na akong makita eh..)


8. Study well! (1.75 maaabot din kita!)


9. Be myself!! (I am myself.. )


10. Attend the mass.


11. Express love.. (I can do that, right?)








There will be times when I may not follow my resolution.. It's hard to change and it's impossible (well, for me..) to do it in a year... because it was my habit eversince. But I'm trying my very best!!! So wish me luck and all the best!









I love c0okiez! and new year!

It's not fair!!!

Magpost kayo ng comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kainis kayo ha?!

Ipaprivate ko na lang ung blog ko!!!!!!!!!!!!


Nagbabasa kau tapos hindi kau nagcocoment!!!!










I love c0okiez! and comments!

My Birthday WIshes...

I'm turning 17 someday!!!

(And I can see it coming!!)

Yay!!




Okay! Let's get it on!!!!


Here's the first part...

If you want to give me a materialistic gift...

here's my list...


1. karaoke!
*^*hindi magic sing ha? ung disk na maraming kanta!!!*^*



2. "One Last Try" by Jamie Rivera..
>>Graduation song namin noong grade 6. Ang hirap hanapin, si sir P kasi naghanap eh!<<>DAR! Hanapin mo yun! Nag-iisang copy lang yun tapos winala mo pa!<##>



3. Scrapbook!
*~*Hindi photo album ha?? scrap gusto ko! pwede na rin drawing!*~*



4. Painting!
<>Yung nasa canvass lang kahit hindi niyo na ipaframe! okie??? Dapat colorful!!! Ung pambata! Gusto mapapawow ako! okie??? Kayo na bahala kung ano!! Ayoko ng tao!!! pwde pa ung mga cute na tao!! ah basta ayoko ng potrait!<>



5. Book of lyrics!
||Lahat ng favorite songs ko! hahaha.. ||



6. Recordings..
[]mommy, ung pianoooooo!!![]



7. Copy of the movie!
`~`YUAAAAAAAA!!! Hiramin mo na ung cd!!! I wanna watch!!!`~`




The second part of my wish...

things I want and hope to do!!


1. I want to go to KTV!
--> Next time, siguraduhin niyo lang na alang pasok kinabukasan! Prelims pa!


2. I want to video Pao and Pau dancing Hare Hare Yukai!
--> heheheh..


3. I want to learn the word "NO"
-->hirap talaga!! kahit saan!


4. And I'm still wishing it to happen!
--> I'll just keep it to myself!


And the last part and the most...

It's coded! It's in a somewhat binary code but in reverse...

well. something like that...

the alphabet starts at 7..


4130 | 103120 4130 1202120 03130 | 5120 1010120 2102120 | 120130 1010120 2102120 0120120 010130 | 30130 210130 | 1010120 0210120 210130 2010120 | 0102120 1010120 | 2120120 210130

1010120

If you ever break the code, don't tell me ok????

(I wish you don't!!!)













I love c0okiez! and weird stuff!

just arrived...

Weeeeeeeeh!


Finally, I'm home!!


The first thing I did here was to make a house for Ello!

Well, if you're wondering who he is.... leave a comment...

and if you know who he is... still leave a comment..



It's just a temporary house..

I'll post the picture after it's done... (in my multiply)

Don't laugh at it... (It's my first time making one.)



I'll post my birthday wishes tomorrow!!

and I'll think about my new year's resolution...








I love c0okiez! and Ello!

Papz..

Ngayon lang kita tinawag ng papz. Ever! Si bruh, ketch at nicz lang ang tumatawag sa'yo nun eh. Well, ung mga iba rin nating klasmeyt. Di ko na nga maalala ung reason pero alam ko connected sa volleyball.

Hindi ko alam kung kelan tayo naging magbest friend pero third year nun. Basta nung tinanong kung sino ang best friend mo, sabi mo si Ivy. Waaah. Na touch ako! Well, since then best friend na tayo! Hahaha...

Miss na kita! Naalala ko pag may assignment, lagi mo akong tinatanong "may assignment ka?", "wala.", "gagawa ka ba?", "hindi.", "sige, hindi na rin ako gagawa.". Hahaha. Lagi tayong walang assignment. Pati na rin ung ikaw ung laging nagsasalita, pag may announcement o hihiramin pero ako naman ang may kailangan. At ung tuwing hapon, niyaya mo akong kumain. Kakamiss! ung pagkain! hehehe.. Tsaka ung pag naglalakad tayo, lagi tayong nasa unahan kasi naman para silang model kung maglakad! At pag najojoyride tayo, na mimiss ko na ung nakaupo sa taas o sa likod ng tricy! hehehe. Ang sarap ng hangin! Gawin uli natin un sa Christmas vacation!

Namiss ko din ung mga moments na nagshshare ka ng problems kasi naman un ang paborito kong gawin! Ang magsalita! Well, kahit laging disaster yung kinalalabasan! Ung problem mo ngayon, isa lang masasabi ko! Kumilos ka na! Baka maunahan ka! Pag kailangan mo ng tulong andito lang ako. (Basta tandaan mo nasa gitna ako ng dalawang bato!)

Wag ka ng maguilty! Ok naman na ung mga problems ko! Pero namiss talaga kita! naalala ko tuloy si toby! hahaha... I survived! heheheh.. Bakit na kasi toby?

and if ever hindi mo ako matext, sulatan mo na lang ako! letter by MAIL ha? Alam mo naman address ko eh! Bigay mo na lang sa akin ung address mo. ok? Hanggang dito na lang.. Magpataba ka! Hindi ako papayag na pumayat ka (eh ang payat mo na nga) tapos ako hindi! Regalo ko din!








I love c0okiez! and mail!

Yes!

I wanted to say yes...



But I can't..



I know that saying yes



would definitely hurt you..



It would make you feel lonely..





So, even though it's hard...




I said it's ok... even when it's not.





I love c0okiez! and ...

so fast!!!

It's already December and I even didn't notice it!


Christmas is here!


Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!

I'm gonna write my Christmas wish list!! yay!

It's my first time to write this kind of thing.

I never tried writing a wish list...

I'm excited!!!!

Okay, let me think...

hmmm...

I don't reaaally mind what kind of gift you give...


I will accept all the gifts I will receive...


BUT,

if you don't know what gift to give..


here are my tips and suggestions!


1. for the rich people out there.. I want a PSP... (Ala lang. gusto ko lang.)


2. Ballpen! Not just an ordinary one but you know the one with gumagalaw sa taas! ung parang may spring na gumaganon. (Basta! Yun!)


3. Stationery! (Alam kong hindi maganda sulat ko! Di ko namn sinabing susulatan ko eh!) Just for collection purposes!


4. Specialty Paper! (Naadict ako dito dahil sa sandamakmak kong nabili para sa scrapbook ni kwago!) Just for collection purposes!


5. Coins! I want a 10-peso coins or 25-cent coins (worth 500! joke!) Just for collection purposes!


6. c0okiez and candies! i love SWEETS eh!


7. Box! I'm serious! Small, cute boxes! (ala lang.. cute kasi tignan!)


8. Personalized Gifts! I love receiving one! Don't know why but I love personalized gift than something.


9. Letter! I want a hand-written letter!!!!! (It's my long time ...)


10. Anything that can fit an icebag! (Totoo! promise! Tanong mo pa si bruh!)


11. Anything that came from you! I'll keep it! (in my treasure box!)



Lastly, if you're ever going to give me a gift, don't forget to put a card! (Ung to at from! For collection purposes!)



(Now, you have an idea what you would give to my birthday! )




That's how weird my list!




I'm super duper truper ever happy!





I love c0okiez! and list!

tralala la la

Nitong mga nakahuling araw lagi kong kasama si bruh. Masaya ako kasi feel ko matagal kaming hindi nagkita!! Hindi kasi ako sanay na hindi siya nakikita araw-araw!

Paano ba naman kasi ever since forever magkasama na kami ni bruh. Magpinsan, magkaibigan tapos magkaklase pa kami. Araw-araw ko siyang nakikita sa school depende na lang kung may sakit siya o ako pero madalang mag-absent yun depende na lang kung late siya na gising o late pumasok! hehehe... tapos pag walang pasok lagi din kaming nagkikita. Lumalabas kasama ang ibang kaklase para magpraktis. Praktis sa play, praktis sa sayaw, praktis sa sayaw at sayaw! Sandamukal na praktis! Madalas naman dalawa lang kaming nag-wawalay! Mahilig kaming kumain ng kung anu-ano, maglakad ng walang patutunguhan at maghanap ng gagawin!

Marami na kaming masayang moments ni bruh. Lalo na pag dalawa lang kami. Naalala ko dati ung kwinento niya. May umakbay sa kanyang baliw tapos sinabing "anya naggan mu?". Tapos ung nagmomotor kaming dalawa at muntik na kaming mashoot sa kanal. (malapit sa bahay nina kat.) Naaalala ko pa ung code name namin dati picachu! hahaha.. (Naalala mo pa un?). tapos ung pumunta siya ng banyo para maghugas ng paa, ako naman sa kusina para kumuha ng kutsara. bigla na lang akong tumakbo papunta sa kanya, "Lily, may mumu. may nagbukas ng gripo!". Yun pala siya lang un! (Di namin alam kung sa bahay to o sa kanila. sabi ko sa kanila sabi niya sa amin daw eh.) Naalala ko din mahilig kaming maglaro ng bahay-bahayan, lutu-lutuan, doktoran, parloran, takbuhan, entering(patintero), taguan at madami pang takbuhan. Mahilig din kami sa pantalan dati. (likod lang ng bahay nila eh.) Kumuha ng mansanitas, namimingwit ng isda, naghahanap ng maliit na alimango.

Mahilig siya sa kulay blue, chocolate lalo na dairy milk! (Inubos mag-isa ung sixteen o ten bars? ilan na ba yun? nakalimutan ko na. sixteen ata kasi sixteen birthday mo nun eh.) Addict sa korean kaya nga koreanadk na pangalan niya sa phone ko eh. Pag eto hindi nagsasalita, galit siya sa lahat! (Hindi alam kung kanino galit!) Mahilig din mag-gm pero madalas wala naman nagrereply lalo na sa freakz! Pero hindi pa din nagsasawang mag-gm. Mahilig din to sa "ok lang". Minsan mo lang ata maririnig ung "oo", "hindi", "ayaw ko" at "gusto ko". Gusto din niya ng makintab na ten at five. (Okay na daw yun for Christmas.)

Haaaay naku! kung sasabihin ko lahat ng naaalala ko baka sobrang haba na! Alam ko naman hindi kayo masyado makakonek! ang gulo ko kasi magkwento! Ayos lang. sanay na siya sa akin eh. Pag nagkikita kami, lagi akong nagkekwento! 2/3 sa akin 1/3 sa kanya! (Di ba bruh?) Pag magkasama kami, ang ingay-ingay namin! Lagi kaming naghaharutan. Pero pareho din kaming tameme pag may ibang tao. Sabi nga niya kung magkaklase kami ngayon siguro may sarili kaming mundo!

Gooooosh! Dapat iba popost ko eh! Kaso napakwento na ako! Well, next time na lang! Basta bruh! January 2, 1992! Okay? 15 na! geh geh! May net na pala uli ako! Bumalik na phone ko eh! Hindi na tayo makakapagnet ng hanggang 10.30 ng gabi! Hayaan mo pag nasira uli yung phone ko! (pero ok pa din kung tawagin mo kong magnet para makanood ako tagal nitong net eh.)




bruh, bakit di kaya niya mapansin 'noh?


Hindi pa ba obvious?






I love c0okiez! and bruh!

What is that??

Can you please tell me....





Can you tell me what is it?

Can you tell me where to get it?

Can you tell me how to get it?

Can you tell me why do I need it?

Can you tell me why do I feel the need to find it?

Can you tell me why do I feel restless?

Can you tell me the reason why?






Can you help me find that something I've been looking for??





I love c0okiez! and I'm weird!

Just as I thought

Hindi na ako galit sa kanya!

Bati na kami!!! Hahahaha...

Kahit hindi niya alam na galit ako sa kanya!

Ok na ako kasi naman eh feel ko ok na din sila...

Pero naiinis pa din ako!

sigh..

yaan mo na nga...

hindi na talaga siya magbabago..

basta feel ko love na love niya ako...

hehehe.. kami pala..






I love c0okiez! and him!