Monday, October 29, 2007

it's lack of sleep, I knew it!

I know it is already late to contemplate the reasons!!


But I'm really wondering why did I ever say yes?


I really wanted it to be memorable o something...


I thought it would be! Well, I would admit he was perfect


except for some small flaws!!



Maybe I was just overwhelmed by the attention I've got..


or perhaps I was jealous of someone...



But I learned my mistake!


One should never be deceived by the looks!


Looks can be very deceiving!


I should have listened to my friends when they told me


it wouldn't do me any good...


But


Honestly speaking, it was not his fault!


He didn't do anything wrong...


Maybe he was not the one I'm looking for!


Maybe I'm not ready for it!


or



Maybe I was reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally sleepy when I said yes!





(but it was reaaally stupid of me!)






I love c0okiez! and sleep!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

grades!!!





















I love c0okiez! and grades!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

special ruquest!

someone asked for it!



#1


1-4-3-4-1-4-2-2-4-2-1-5-3-3-2-4-2-6-3

A-3 M-1
C-1 N-4
D-1 O-7
E-6 R-4
F-2 S-4
G-1 T-2
H-1 U-3
I-6 W-3
L-2 Y-5



#2


6-7-2-9-4-7-7
4-3-4-2-3-3-4-2-4-2-9
1-4-3-2-3-2-6-2-4-3


1215229147191513515145 9194966518514206181513145549147191513515145

238120251521121522591914152020851911351192381209199131615182011420

91215225251521919141520913161819420151215195251521



#3


------*------*------*----*-----

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-----*---*------

--*-----*--

----------*---*-------

bdefghjklmpqrsuvwxyz
bcdfghijlmnoqrtuvwxyz
abcghijkmnpqstvwxyz
bcdefgijklmopqrsuvwxyz
abcefghijklmnpqtuvxyz
acdefghijklmnopqrsvwxyz
abcdfghjklnpqruvwxyz
abcefghijklmnpqtuvxyz
bcdfghijklmnopqstuvwxyz
abcfghijklmopqrstuvwxyz
abcdefghjklmopqrstuvwxyz
abcfghijklmnpqstuvwxyz
abcdefghijklmnpqrsuvwxyz
bcdfghijklmopqvwxyz
abcdfgijklmnopqrsuvwxyz
bdefghjklmpqruvwxyz





there!

hope you solve it!

(Nahilo ako jan! my gosh!)





i love c0okiez! and request!

nagrugyanan na ti amin..

alam mo ba???







kahit sa kanya...

umikot ang mundo ko,


ikaw pa rin ang napansin ko...





kahit na masaya ako,


naramdaman ko pa rin ang mga luha mo...





kahit na siya ang gusto ko,


ikaw pa rin ang inaalala ko..





alam mo bang...

sa mga mata mo





una kong naramdaman ang damdamin mo?






(ahfuyeh! S.J., ano kaya un?)





I love c0okiez! and vagueness!

my (hopefully) second semester schedule

Monday and Thursday

08:30-10:30 Calculus (CAS 401, Ana Liza De la Cruz)

10:30-12:00 Filipino (ACB 502, Aurora Fernandez Mambiar)

12:00-01:30 Lunch / Free time

01:30-03:00 Computer Systems (ACB 508, Christian Raymundo Vallez)

03:00-05:00 Computing 1/L (ACB 402, Rey Vincenzo Yuzon Cruz)



Tuesday and Friday

09:00-10:30 Fencing 1 (CAS FEN, Salvador Elmer Cacho Cabotage)

10:30-01:30 Lunch / Free time

01:30-03:00 English 2 (CAS 302, Teresita Galang Carey)



Wednesday

09:00-12:00 NSTP: Literacy Training Service (CAS 104, Anna Cecilia Alejo)







I love c0okiez! and schedules!

Monday, October 22, 2007

it made no sense at all

It's not fair!



they can give their opinion and no one would care!



I like to give my opinion but I'm afraid somebody is bound to react!



well, I'll give it anyway but for security purposes, I'll put it in a code or puzzle!



**** *** **** ******** **** *******, ***'** ***** **** *****

wnhieanryboruulooyvgensiosmueebroudoyywsintohsrae

***

tub

**** *** **** ******* **** ** ******* ** ***, ***'** ****** **** **** *****

nehwuoyevolenoemoshtiwonsnosaertallaueroygnivolhtiwruoytraeh

* ******* **** *** **** ** *** **** ***** ** ***** **** *******

enoemosevolylurtottraehruoyesuotdeenuoytahteveilebi

****'* *** ***** ********** ****

sytmrbaoelhiyzhewsstlaohvte

***** **** ** **** ** ****** *******

hurtoflovingpartissomeonebeing

** ***'** ****** ** ******* **** **** ***'* *** ** **** ****** ** ***

ofegyetftingharuritltohernldfoynturatoltoavedanyioneat




If you ever crack the code.... (which i hope you don't..)



well, tell me... and keep it to yourself! okie?






i love c0okiez! and puzzles!

those times..

Sigh!


I missed those times...



when they would share everything...




Sigh! Sigh!




Maybe I simply missed them!



hmm...



(siguro miss na nila akooooo!!!)









I love c0okiez! and secrets!

falling out of love...

Falling out of love means you never really loved him at all...



that was my status in ym a while ago!



It's nothing big!


But a particular kalboo reacted!


so i want to explain my point or view or opinion!!!



And


according to my former teacher, "there are no wrong opinions!"


So kalbooooooooooo, wag kang kumontraaaaaaaa!



Well, that was not my own idea.. I read it somewhere before.. Somewhere.. Somehow.. Someday I'll remember where...


After I have read it, it stuck in my mind!!



I believe that when you said you fall out of love with somebody, you never really loved that person... What you felt was just infantuation or something.. Because I think loving someone is forever! Or it's a permanent thing! You can't say that I don't love you anymore, it means you never really loved her in the first place!



(Yan na un!! Wag ka ng makipag-away sa akin! Sasabunutan kita!)



Share your own idea!! (Hindi ko naman sinasabing mali eh! Ung kalbo lang jan!)



I love c0okiez! and opinions!

loooooong talk...

I've never imagine we've finally got to talk with each other!!!



I waited for this moment!




I wasn't expecting it! Reaally!! I gave up hope long long ago!




Ever since the start, I wanted to approach her..




I know that she needed someone to lean on.




She's lonely...




well, i just can't ask her to be my friend.. I just can't, don't ask why!




but i really want her to be my friend..



In fact my close friend!



but it's hard to befriend someone who never really liked you...



Now, I'm happy...


She approached me..


and we had a loooooooong talk!


maybe we're not best of friends or even that close...


but at least, I had a talk with her and I listened to her worries and problems...



I hope this will continue... Let's just see!






I love c0okiez! and ym!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

until the end of time

I imagine being wrapped up in your arms
And feeling your heartbeat
And I find myself longing to hold you close
It's how I feel
'Cause I've been through a lot these years
And I have lost count of my tears

Until the end of time
I'm longing for you
And if you feel the same
Then show me your love
I'll give you everything that money can't buy
And I'll promise I'll be right by your side

If only you could tell me what's on your mind
And show how you feel
And I wonder where you are heading this time
And where you belong

'Cause I know that if you would be here
I'll do anything 'cause my love is real
And even though moments are sad
I look in your eyes
And I know this will last




I love this song....




I love c0okiez! and westlife!

I'm addicted!!

Ever since I created my first artwork in photoshop, I can't seem to stop!!!



I know have no sense of art...



But I'm having fun...





And to show some of my works


I created a DA account..


http://c0okieeatingpanda.deviantart.com/



there! So go and visit my DA and kindly leave your comments!


I appreciate it very much!!!


(Basta wag niyo maxadong laitin ung gawa ko! Pag pasensyahan niyo na lang at di ako artistic at creative! OK?)




I'll try to improve my works... (Kung may iiimprove pa ba un.. hahaha)



Now, I have something else to do than thinking about the complications in life!!





I love c0okiez! and photoshop!

Friday, October 19, 2007

hmm...

meeh...






I like you...






it maybe a plain declaration....







but it is what i feel...





I love c0okiez! and meeh!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I'm just wondering...

I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and centavos?

My day was filled with centavos.

so...

I can't help but notice centavos... What's the use of it?


I'm not saying it's useless...

I'm collecting 25 centavos for fun...
I already have a bowl full of it..

I just can't help but ask why???

(Naiinis lang ako! Ang hirap naman kasi magsukli ng 25 centavos diba?
pagulo lang sila!)





I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and foood??

I feel the urge to eat, eat, eat and eat!!!


Well, I'm boooooored!! I've got nothing else to do!

And there are many temptations tempting me!!!

I'm delicious!! Eat me! Eat me!! Eat me!!!

They just told me "I've lost weight!"

but now,

they would tell me "I've gain weight!"

My golay!!

Anyway, I'll just eat and eat to my heart's content!!

(Waaaaaaah!!! Yaan mo na nga!)






I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and me???

I always find myself thinking....



about meeh...


hmm...



most of the seconds of some minutes of every hour!!!




been wondering...




when will the closed be opened?


when will the hidden be shown?


when will the dark be enlightened?


when will the black be white?


when will the wound be healed?





answer me ...










(gosh! nahirapan ako sa tenses!! tama ba?? cinonsult ko na sa iba yan!
please understand... I'm poor in something... alam niyo na kung ano...)







I love c0okiez! and tenses!

to tell or not to tell??

I'm confused!

What should I do? What??????


Do I grab the chance?


Just blurt it out in one breath?

Or...

Let it out nice and slowly?


or


Let it pass me by?


Keep it inside until it eat me alive?

Or...

Wait for...?


Sigh!!!


Whatever happens, I know nothing will change...


I've got nothing to do but to think!!


Someday, Somehow, Somewhere I'll know the right answer!



I think I need to visit my doctor(psychologist! hahahah...)... Again!


I love c0okiez! and hamlet!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I'm so frustrated!!!

I have too many questions!!!!!!!!


What's the big deal between a two-page paper and a back-to-back paper??
How ignorant can he be??


Why don't they know how to fall in line?
How stupid can they be?


Why can't they understand the word wait?
How highfalutin can it be?


Why can't I stop thinking about ..........?
Why? oh, why???




How weird can I be?



I love c0okiez! and questions!

Monday, October 15, 2007

The magic stays with you!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! I missed him already! Nyahahaha!


I want to go back in EK!

It was a blast! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehh!!! BOOM! BOom!

Now, I really know how hot the sun is! (Umitim ako!)

But I really had fun!! With kuya, tito, insan, tita and irog!(My cousins also! Lily and chi kah!) (Well, hindi kompleto pero masaya pa din) Let's go back there someday, somehow, somewhere, someone, somebody stop me!!(I'm high in the sky!)

It feels like we went there to swim... (Grabe! basang-basa ako!)
Next time let's go to Splash Island! heheheh....


It was really memorable!!! especially in somewhere, when somehow, at sometime, with someone.... (I'm reeaally high in sugar!!!!)





I love c0okiez! and jungle log jam!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

i thought it was the end

I reaaally thought my life here would end!! Just because of a stupid phone call!

How stupid!

Well, it was really stupid of me doing that... Sigh! My mother told me, even my cousin! hehehe! I just can't hang up the phone, i think it would be rude...

And i have a big problem of saying the word "NO"...

From now on, I'll try to say it more often!

Now, I'm afraid to answer the phone!! Stupid guy!



I love c0okiez! and sleepy!

Friday, October 12, 2007

It's proven!

Well at first, it was just a theory.. I made nothing out of it! I really thought it was normal! But I've noticed something unusual.. and something more and more!! It support my theory! (Logic? Science?) It's already proven! I can say, that it's already a law! I need to do something!!!!!!!!! What?? what? what?!





I hate it! reeeeeally! I swear! I hate it!




i love c0okiez!