Sunday, December 30, 2007

new blog!

After seven days of not posting in this blog!!



I'm back!!



Well, I don't know if I'm going to keep this blog...





Because I have a new oneeeeeee!












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There!! You can go and read my posts this past week!!







I love c0okiez! and ...

Sunday, December 23, 2007

weeeeeeeeeeeh....

I created a new blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And it's in somewhere you don't know!!!




I will occasionally visit this blog..



But in the mean time, I need to fill up my other blog..




So, see you sometime in the future!!





I love c0okiez! and blogs!

Friday, December 21, 2007

mmm...

holding hands while walking...

brushing my hair off my eyes...

tickling each other...

sending sweet messages...

laying on his lap...

running in the fields together...

giving flowers for no reasons..

sharing a drink...

taking a stroll together...

staring at each other's eyes...

gazing the stars together...

exchanging love letters...

introducing me to his friends...

saying i love you's...

having the same mugs...

engraving our names in a tree...

burying a treasure together...

saving my messages...

hugging me when I'm cold...

creating our own fairy tale...

having a candle-lit dinner...

making dinner together...

watching him sleep...

wearing his shirt...

carrying my bag...

surprising me occasionally...

letting me lean on his shoulder...

sharing dreams with each other...

listening to my rants and frustrations...

doing sweet things for my forgiveness...

buying me an ice cream when I'm sad...

lending me his shoulder to cry on...

slow dancing in the rain...

walking me home...

smiling at me for no apparent reason...

embracing me when I'm scared...

watching sunrise in the beach...

singing a song for me...

holding my hands...

sharing his thoughts...

hearing his voice before I sleep...

eating the food i prepared even it's not good...

taking care of him when he's sick...

watching fireworks...

sharing a secret...

dedicating a song for me...

giving me a candy to make me smile...

remember me at least once an hour...

i'm the first one in his contact list...

sharing an umbrella...

wipe my tears...

carrying me on his back...

watching sunset in a ferris wheel...

peeling me an orange...

writing me a poem...







sigh...






how i wish...









I love c0okiez! and dreams...

Thursday, December 20, 2007

silence...

After a long, long, long, long



and super duper looooooooooong



time of silence......




He finally talked to me... (well, i mean chat..)



hehehee...



Well, maybe because it is time for forgetting the past and everything...



We're not reaaaally enemies or angry with each other...



It's just awkward...



I hope that we can finally talk with each other personally..



well, if you ever read this, you know who you are..




I love c0okiez! and ym!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I'm not!!!

Agh! I'm not! I'm not! I'm not! I'M NOT!


sigh...


You think I can produce it out of nowhere??




It's really hard when you think I can...

I feel bad when I can't help you...

You're asking for something I can't give you...



It's not that I don't want to give...

But I can't just give and give and give!!!



I'm already running out of it...



I hope you understand (if ever you read this and comprehend!)


But I am still here...



I love c0okiez! and I'm not!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

new year...

Yay!!! 12 days to go before new year!!






Here' my resolutions for 2008!


1. Stop hurting others physically! (Not totally stop but reduce it..)


2. Participate in class discussions.. (Not always but once in a while.)


3. Speak out! (Especially in jeeps..)


4. Time management.. (Daig ng maagap ang masikap!)


5. Stop trying to save the world.. (or something like that!)


6. Shut my mouth! (Give chance to others)


7. Wear my glasses.. (Ala na akong makita eh..)


8. Study well! (1.75 maaabot din kita!)


9. Be myself!! (I am myself.. )


10. Attend the mass.


11. Express love.. (I can do that, right?)








There will be times when I may not follow my resolution.. It's hard to change and it's impossible (well, for me..) to do it in a year... because it was my habit eversince. But I'm trying my very best!!! So wish me luck and all the best!









I love c0okiez! and new year!

It's not fair!!!

Magpost kayo ng comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kainis kayo ha?!

Ipaprivate ko na lang ung blog ko!!!!!!!!!!!!


Nagbabasa kau tapos hindi kau nagcocoment!!!!










I love c0okiez! and comments!

Monday, December 17, 2007

My Birthday WIshes...

I'm turning 17 someday!!!

(And I can see it coming!!)

Yay!!




Okay! Let's get it on!!!!


Here's the first part...

If you want to give me a materialistic gift...

here's my list...


1. karaoke!
*^*hindi magic sing ha? ung disk na maraming kanta!!!*^*



2. "One Last Try" by Jamie Rivera..
>>Graduation song namin noong grade 6. Ang hirap hanapin, si sir P kasi naghanap eh!<<>DAR! Hanapin mo yun! Nag-iisang copy lang yun tapos winala mo pa!<##>



3. Scrapbook!
*~*Hindi photo album ha?? scrap gusto ko! pwede na rin drawing!*~*



4. Painting!
<>Yung nasa canvass lang kahit hindi niyo na ipaframe! okie??? Dapat colorful!!! Ung pambata! Gusto mapapawow ako! okie??? Kayo na bahala kung ano!! Ayoko ng tao!!! pwde pa ung mga cute na tao!! ah basta ayoko ng potrait!<>



5. Book of lyrics!
||Lahat ng favorite songs ko! hahaha.. ||



6. Recordings..
[]mommy, ung pianoooooo!!![]



7. Copy of the movie!
`~`YUAAAAAAAA!!! Hiramin mo na ung cd!!! I wanna watch!!!`~`




The second part of my wish...

things I want and hope to do!!


1. I want to go to KTV!
--> Next time, siguraduhin niyo lang na alang pasok kinabukasan! Prelims pa!


2. I want to video Pao and Pau dancing Hare Hare Yukai!
--> heheheh..


3. I want to learn the word "NO"
-->hirap talaga!! kahit saan!


4. And I'm still wishing it to happen!
--> I'll just keep it to myself!


And the last part and the most...

It's coded! It's in a somewhat binary code but in reverse...

well. something like that...

the
alphabet starts at 7..


4130 | 103120 4130 1202120 03130 | 5120 1010120 2102120 | 120130
1010120 2102120 0120120 010130 | 30130 210130 | 1010120 0210120 210130 2010120 | 0102120 1010120 | 2120120 210130
1010120




If you ever break the code, don't tell me ok????

(I wish you don't!!!)













I love c0okiez! and weird stuff!

just arrived...

Weeeeeeeeh!


Finally, I'm home!!


The first thing I did here was to make a house for Ello!

Well, if you're wondering who he is.... leave a comment...

and if you know who he is... still leave a comment..



It's just a temporary house..

I'll post the picture after it's done... (in my multiply)

Don't laugh at it... (It's my first time making one.)



I'll post my birthday wishes tomorrow!!

and I'll think about my new year's resolution...








I love c0okiez! and Ello!

Friday, December 7, 2007

Papz..

Ngayon lang kita tinawag ng papz. Ever! Si bruh, ketch at nicz lang ang tumatawag sa'yo nun eh. Well, ung mga iba rin nating klasmeyt. Di ko na nga maalala ung reason pero alam ko connected sa volleyball.

Hindi ko alam kung kelan tayo naging magbest friend pero third year nun. Basta nung tinanong kung sino ang best friend mo, sabi mo si Ivy. Waaah. Na touch ako! Well, since then best friend na tayo! Hahaha...

Miss na kita! Naalala ko pag may assignment, lagi mo akong tinatanong "may assignment ka?", "wala.", "gagawa ka ba?", "hindi.", "sige, hindi na rin ako gagawa.". Hahaha. Lagi tayong walang assignment. Pati na rin ung ikaw ung laging nagsasalita, pag may announcement o hihiramin pero ako naman ang may kailangan. At ung tuwing hapon, niyaya mo akong kumain. Kakamiss! ung pagkain! hehehe.. Tsaka ung pag naglalakad tayo, lagi tayong nasa unahan kasi naman para silang model kung maglakad! At pag najojoyride tayo, na mimiss ko na ung nakaupo sa taas o sa likod ng tricy! hehehe. Ang sarap ng hangin! Gawin uli natin un sa Christmas vacation!

Namiss ko din ung mga moments na nagshshare ka ng problems kasi naman un ang paborito kong gawin! Ang magsalita! Well, kahit laging disaster yung kinalalabasan! Ung problem mo ngayon, isa lang masasabi ko! Kumilos ka na! Baka maunahan ka! Pag kailangan mo ng tulong andito lang ako. (Basta tandaan mo nasa gitna ako ng dalawang bato!)

Wag ka ng maguilty! Ok naman na ung mga problems ko! Pero namiss talaga kita! naalala ko tuloy si toby! hahaha... I survived! heheheh.. Bakit na kasi toby?

and if ever hindi mo ako matext, sulatan mo na lang ako! letter by MAIL ha? Alam mo naman address ko eh! Bigay mo na lang sa akin ung address mo. ok? Hanggang dito na lang.. Magpataba ka! Hindi ako papayag na pumayat ka (eh ang payat mo na nga) tapos ako hindi! Regalo ko din!








I love c0okiez! and mail!

Yes!

I wanted to say yes...



But I can't..



I know that saying yes



would definitely hurt you..



It would make you feel lonely..





So, even though it's hard...




I said it's ok... even when it's not.





I love c0okiez! and ...

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

so fast!!!

It's already December and I even didn't notice it!


Christmas is here!


Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!

I'm gonna write my Christmas wish list!! yay!

It's my first time to write this kind of thing.

I never tried writing a wish list...

I'm excited!!!!

Okay, let me think...

hmmm...

I don't reaaally mind what kind of gift you give...


I will accept all the gifts I will receive...


BUT,

if you don't know what gift to give..


here are my tips and suggestions!


1. for the rich people out there.. I want a PSP... (Ala lang. gusto ko lang.)


2. Ballpen! Not just an ordinary one but you know the one with gumagalaw sa taas! ung parang may spring na gumaganon. (Basta! Yun!)


3. Stationery! (Alam kong hindi maganda sulat ko! Di ko namn sinabing susulatan ko eh!) Just for collection purposes!


4. Specialty Paper! (Naadict ako dito dahil sa sandamakmak kong nabili para sa scrapbook ni kwago!) Just for collection purposes!


5. Coins! I want a 10-peso coins or 25-cent coins (worth 500! joke!) Just for collection purposes!


6. c0okiez and candies! i love SWEETS eh!


7. Box! I'm serious! Small, cute boxes! (ala lang.. cute kasi tignan!)


8. Personalized Gifts! I love receiving one! Don't know why but I love personalized gift than something.


9. Letter! I want a hand-written letter!!!!! (It's my long time ...)


10. Anything that can fit an icebag! (Totoo! promise! Tanong mo pa si bruh!)


11. Anything that came from you! I'll keep it! (in my treasure box!)



Lastly, if you're ever going to give me a gift, don't forget to put a card! (Ung to at from! For collection purposes!)



(Now, you have an idea what you would give to my birthday! )




That's how weird my list!




I'm super duper truper ever happy!





I love c0okiez! and list!

tralala la la

Nitong mga nakahuling araw lagi kong kasama si bruh. Masaya ako kasi feel ko matagal kaming hindi nagkita!! Hindi kasi ako sanay na hindi siya nakikita araw-araw!

Paano ba naman kasi ever since forever magkasama na kami ni bruh. Magpinsan, magkaibigan tapos magkaklase pa kami. Araw-araw ko siyang nakikita sa school depende na lang kung may sakit siya o ako pero madalang mag-absent yun depende na lang kung late siya na gising o late pumasok! hehehe... tapos pag walang pasok lagi din kaming nagkikita. Lumalabas kasama ang ibang kaklase para magpraktis. Praktis sa play, praktis sa sayaw, praktis sa sayaw at sayaw! Sandamukal na praktis! Madalas naman dalawa lang kaming nag-wawalay! Mahilig kaming kumain ng kung anu-ano, maglakad ng walang patutunguhan at maghanap ng gagawin!

Marami na kaming masayang moments ni bruh. Lalo na pag dalawa lang kami. Naalala ko dati ung kwinento niya. May umakbay sa kanyang baliw tapos sinabing "anya naggan mu?". Tapos ung nagmomotor kaming dalawa at muntik na kaming mashoot sa kanal. (malapit sa bahay nina kat.) Naaalala ko pa ung code name namin dati picachu! hahaha.. (Naalala mo pa un?). tapos ung pumunta siya ng banyo para maghugas ng paa, ako naman sa kusina para kumuha ng kutsara. bigla na lang akong tumakbo papunta sa kanya, "Lily, may mumu. may nagbukas ng gripo!". Yun pala siya lang un! (Di namin alam kung sa bahay to o sa kanila. sabi ko sa kanila sabi niya sa amin daw eh.) Naalala ko din mahilig kaming maglaro ng bahay-bahayan, lutu-lutuan, doktoran, parloran, takbuhan, entering(patintero), taguan at madami pang takbuhan. Mahilig din kami sa pantalan dati. (likod lang ng bahay nila eh.) Kumuha ng mansanitas, namimingwit ng isda, naghahanap ng maliit na alimango.

Mahilig siya sa kulay blue, chocolate lalo na dairy milk! (Inubos mag-isa ung sixteen o ten bars? ilan na ba yun? nakalimutan ko na. sixteen ata kasi sixteen birthday mo nun eh.) Addict sa korean kaya nga koreanadk na pangalan niya sa phone ko eh. Pag eto hindi nagsasalita, galit siya sa lahat! (Hindi alam kung kanino galit!) Mahilig din mag-gm pero madalas wala naman nagrereply lalo na sa freakz! Pero hindi pa din nagsasawang mag-gm. Mahilig din to sa "ok lang". Minsan mo lang ata maririnig ung "oo", "hindi", "ayaw ko" at "gusto ko". Gusto din niya ng makintab na ten at five. (Okay na daw yun for Christmas.)

Haaaay naku! kung sasabihin ko lahat ng naaalala ko baka sobrang haba na! Alam ko naman hindi kayo masyado makakonek! ang gulo ko kasi magkwento! Ayos lang. sanay na siya sa akin eh. Pag nagkikita kami, lagi akong nagkekwento! 2/3 sa akin 1/3 sa kanya! (Di ba bruh?) Pag magkasama kami, ang ingay-ingay namin! Lagi kaming naghaharutan. Pero pareho din kaming tameme pag may ibang tao. Sabi nga niya kung magkaklase kami ngayon siguro may sarili kaming mundo!

Gooooosh! Dapat iba popost ko eh! Kaso napakwento na ako! Well, next time na lang! Basta bruh! January 2, 1992! Okay? 15 na! geh geh! May net na pala uli ako! Bumalik na phone ko eh! Hindi na tayo makakapagnet ng hanggang 10.30 ng gabi! Hayaan mo pag nasira uli yung phone ko! (pero ok pa din kung tawagin mo kong magnet para makanood ako tagal nitong net eh.)




bruh, bakit di kaya niya mapansin 'noh?


Hindi pa ba obvious?






I love c0okiez! and bruh!

Sunday, December 2, 2007

What is that??

Can you please tell me....





Can you tell me what is it?

Can you tell me where to get it?

Can you tell me how to get it?

Can you tell me why do I need it?

Can you tell me why do I feel the need to find it?

Can you tell me why do I feel restless?

Can you tell me the reason why?






Can you help me find that something I've been looking for??





I love c0okiez! and I'm weird!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Just as I thought

Hindi na ako galit sa kanya!

Bati na kami!!! Hahahaha...

Kahit hindi niya alam na galit ako sa kanya!

Ok na ako kasi naman eh feel ko ok na din sila...

Pero naiinis pa din ako!

sigh..

yaan mo na nga...

hindi na talaga siya magbabago..

basta feel ko love na love niya ako...

hehehe.. kami pala..






I love c0okiez! and him!

Thursday, November 29, 2007

It's really hard!!

I'm telling you it's hard!


I'm wondering why did I ever change my mind??



why did I ever think that I can still ...




I don't know if I'm regretting it or not...



But it's really difficult!!



Right?!





You don't even know what it is..

You can't get the point...

You can't tell what you want to say...

You can't act the way you want...





Sigh...





I don't even understand myself anymore!!!











Well, whatever!





Yay!





I'm getting my phone back!







I just don't know when!!





And when that happens...




I'll post more of these beyond your understanding nonsense...




which is actually what is inside my head!



hahaha... I'm getting crazy!





I love c0okiez! and (finally realized it after 4 case of accidents..) my phone!!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I hate him!

I hate him!

I hate him for making me cry!

I hate him for making her cry!

I hate him for being a coward!

I hate him for not showing us his love!

I hate him for loving them than us!

I hate him for doing this again!

I hate him for keeping silent when he needs to talk!

I hate him for being kind and nice to others that he can't say no!

I hate him for not thinking ...

I hate him!


There!





I love c0okiez! and my.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

peace at last!

Lately, I'm always feeling down...

(Whoever knows the reason just keep it..)


After a long, long time...


I finally realized that I've got nothing to worry about!


Whatever it is between them, I don't want to know..


I finally accepted that it's just normal...


Like me with papz! (Now I know how it feels! It's too ...)



And I know that



I'll have to wait...







for a long, long time



before it happens..





And I'll have fun while waiting...


Because sometimes it happens


when you least expected it..

(got that from my cousin... Bruh.)





I love c0okiez! and parties!

Saturday, November 17, 2007

can't say I'm happy..

Christmas season is fast approaching...









yet I'm feeling gloooooomy!











I need Papz! (patay na ata, di na nagpaparamdam eh!)






I love c0okiez! and Papz!

Monday, November 12, 2007

total disaster!

It's been a looooooooong time since I've updated!


Well, it's because I don't have an internet connection...


I'll just enumerate all the bad things that happened to me these past weeks...


First, my dream schedule became my



WORST



MH

8:30-10:30 calculus
10:30-12:00 english
1:30-3:00 computer system
3:00-5:00 computing

TF

7:30-9:00 PE futsal
6:00-7:30 filipino

W

9:00-12:00 nstp



NIGHTMARE!



MH

8:30-10:30 calculus
10:30-12:00 english
1:30-3:00 computer systems
3:00-5:00 computing

TF

7:30-9:00 PE futsal
10:30-12:00 filipino

W

9:00-12:00 nstp





Second, I don't have an internet because my phone is well...






broken again!





Third, Filipino and English!




Fourth, I have lots of things to do




but I haven't started anything yet.





Fifth, I'm going













crazy!





Lastly, I'm waving the WHITE flag...







I love c0okiez! and bad luck!

Monday, October 29, 2007

it's lack of sleep, I knew it!

I know it is already late to contemplate the reasons!!


But I'm really wondering why did I ever say yes?


I really wanted it to be memorable o something...


I thought it would be! Well, I would admit he was perfect


except for some small flaws!!



Maybe I was just overwhelmed by the attention I've got..


or perhaps I was jealous of someone...



But I learned my mistake!


One should never be deceived by the looks!


Looks can be very deceiving!


I should have listened to my friends when they told me


it wouldn't do me any good...


But


Honestly speaking, it was not his fault!


He didn't do anything wrong...


Maybe he was not the one I'm looking for!


Maybe I'm not ready for it!


or



Maybe I was reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally sleepy when I said yes!





(but it was reaaally stupid of me!)






I love c0okiez! and sleep!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

grades!!!





















I love c0okiez! and grades!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

special ruquest!

someone asked for it!



#1


1-4-3-4-1-4-2-2-4-2-1-5-3-3-2-4-2-6-3

A-3 M-1
C-1 N-4
D-1 O-7
E-6 R-4
F-2 S-4
G-1 T-2
H-1 U-3
I-6 W-3
L-2 Y-5



#2


6-7-2-9-4-7-7
4-3-4-2-3-3-4-2-4-2-9
1-4-3-2-3-2-6-2-4-3


1215229147191513515145 9194966518514206181513145549147191513515145

238120251521121522591914152020851911351192381209199131615182011420

91215225251521919141520913161819420151215195251521



#3


------*------*------*----*-----

---

---------

-----*---*------

--*-----*--

----------*---*-------

bdefghjklmpqrsuvwxyz
bcdfghijlmnoqrtuvwxyz
abcghijkmnpqstvwxyz
bcdefgijklmopqrsuvwxyz
abcefghijklmnpqtuvxyz
acdefghijklmnopqrsvwxyz
abcdfghjklnpqruvwxyz
abcefghijklmnpqtuvxyz
bcdfghijklmnopqstuvwxyz
abcfghijklmopqrstuvwxyz
abcdefghjklmopqrstuvwxyz
abcfghijklmnpqstuvwxyz
abcdefghijklmnpqrsuvwxyz
bcdfghijklmopqvwxyz
abcdfgijklmnopqrsuvwxyz
bdefghjklmpqruvwxyz





there!

hope you solve it!

(Nahilo ako jan! my gosh!)





i love c0okiez! and request!

nagrugyanan na ti amin..

alam mo ba???







kahit sa kanya...

umikot ang mundo ko,


ikaw pa rin ang napansin ko...





kahit na masaya ako,


naramdaman ko pa rin ang mga luha mo...





kahit na siya ang gusto ko,


ikaw pa rin ang inaalala ko..





alam mo bang...

sa mga mata mo





una kong naramdaman ang damdamin mo?






(ahfuyeh! S.J., ano kaya un?)





I love c0okiez! and vagueness!

my (hopefully) second semester schedule

Monday and Thursday

08:30-10:30 Calculus (CAS 401, Ana Liza De la Cruz)

10:30-12:00 Filipino (ACB 502, Aurora Fernandez Mambiar)

12:00-01:30 Lunch / Free time

01:30-03:00 Computer Systems (ACB 508, Christian Raymundo Vallez)

03:00-05:00 Computing 1/L (ACB 402, Rey Vincenzo Yuzon Cruz)



Tuesday and Friday

09:00-10:30 Fencing 1 (CAS FEN, Salvador Elmer Cacho Cabotage)

10:30-01:30 Lunch / Free time

01:30-03:00 English 2 (CAS 302, Teresita Galang Carey)



Wednesday

09:00-12:00 NSTP: Literacy Training Service (CAS 104, Anna Cecilia Alejo)







I love c0okiez! and schedules!

Monday, October 22, 2007

it made no sense at all

It's not fair!



they can give their opinion and no one would care!



I like to give my opinion but I'm afraid somebody is bound to react!



well, I'll give it anyway but for security purposes, I'll put it in a code or puzzle!



**** *** **** ******** **** *******, ***'** ***** **** *****

wnhieanryboruulooyvgensiosmueebroudoyywsintohsrae

***

tub

**** *** **** ******* **** ** ******* ** ***, ***'** ****** **** **** *****

nehwuoyevolenoemoshtiwonsnosaertallaueroygnivolhtiwruoytraeh

* ******* **** *** **** ** *** **** ***** ** ***** **** *******

enoemosevolylurtottraehruoyesuotdeenuoytahteveilebi

****'* *** ***** ********** ****

sytmrbaoelhiyzhewsstlaohvte

***** **** ** **** ** ****** *******

hurtoflovingpartissomeonebeing

** ***'** ****** ** ******* **** **** ***'* *** ** **** ****** ** ***

ofegyetftingharuritltohernldfoynturatoltoavedanyioneat




If you ever crack the code.... (which i hope you don't..)



well, tell me... and keep it to yourself! okie?






i love c0okiez! and puzzles!

those times..

Sigh!


I missed those times...



when they would share everything...




Sigh! Sigh!




Maybe I simply missed them!



hmm...



(siguro miss na nila akooooo!!!)









I love c0okiez! and secrets!

falling out of love...

Falling out of love means you never really loved him at all...



that was my status in ym a while ago!



It's nothing big!


But a particular kalboo reacted!


so i want to explain my point or view or opinion!!!



And


according to my former teacher, "there are no wrong opinions!"


So kalbooooooooooo, wag kang kumontraaaaaaaa!



Well, that was not my own idea.. I read it somewhere before.. Somewhere.. Somehow.. Someday I'll remember where...


After I have read it, it stuck in my mind!!



I believe that when you said you fall out of love with somebody, you never really loved that person... What you felt was just infantuation or something.. Because I think loving someone is forever! Or it's a permanent thing! You can't say that I don't love you anymore, it means you never really loved her in the first place!



(Yan na un!! Wag ka ng makipag-away sa akin! Sasabunutan kita!)



Share your own idea!! (Hindi ko naman sinasabing mali eh! Ung kalbo lang jan!)



I love c0okiez! and opinions!

loooooong talk...

I've never imagine we've finally got to talk with each other!!!



I waited for this moment!




I wasn't expecting it! Reaally!! I gave up hope long long ago!




Ever since the start, I wanted to approach her..




I know that she needed someone to lean on.




She's lonely...




well, i just can't ask her to be my friend.. I just can't, don't ask why!




but i really want her to be my friend..



In fact my close friend!



but it's hard to befriend someone who never really liked you...



Now, I'm happy...


She approached me..


and we had a loooooooong talk!


maybe we're not best of friends or even that close...


but at least, I had a talk with her and I listened to her worries and problems...



I hope this will continue... Let's just see!






I love c0okiez! and ym!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

until the end of time

I imagine being wrapped up in your arms
And feeling your heartbeat
And I find myself longing to hold you close
It's how I feel
'Cause I've been through a lot these years
And I have lost count of my tears

Until the end of time
I'm longing for you
And if you feel the same
Then show me your love
I'll give you everything that money can't buy
And I'll promise I'll be right by your side

If only you could tell me what's on your mind
And show how you feel
And I wonder where you are heading this time
And where you belong

'Cause I know that if you would be here
I'll do anything 'cause my love is real
And even though moments are sad
I look in your eyes
And I know this will last




I love this song....




I love c0okiez! and westlife!

I'm addicted!!

Ever since I created my first artwork in photoshop, I can't seem to stop!!!



I know have no sense of art...



But I'm having fun...





And to show some of my works


I created a DA account..


http://c0okieeatingpanda.deviantart.com/



there! So go and visit my DA and kindly leave your comments!


I appreciate it very much!!!


(Basta wag niyo maxadong laitin ung gawa ko! Pag pasensyahan niyo na lang at di ako artistic at creative! OK?)




I'll try to improve my works... (Kung may iiimprove pa ba un.. hahaha)



Now, I have something else to do than thinking about the complications in life!!





I love c0okiez! and photoshop!

Friday, October 19, 2007

hmm...

meeh...






I like you...






it maybe a plain declaration....







but it is what i feel...





I love c0okiez! and meeh!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I'm just wondering...

I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and centavos?

My day was filled with centavos.

so...

I can't help but notice centavos... What's the use of it?


I'm not saying it's useless...

I'm collecting 25 centavos for fun...
I already have a bowl full of it..

I just can't help but ask why???

(Naiinis lang ako! Ang hirap naman kasi magsukli ng 25 centavos diba?
pagulo lang sila!)





I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and foood??

I feel the urge to eat, eat, eat and eat!!!


Well, I'm boooooored!! I've got nothing else to do!

And there are many temptations tempting me!!!

I'm delicious!! Eat me! Eat me!! Eat me!!!

They just told me "I've lost weight!"

but now,

they would tell me "I've gain weight!"

My golay!!

Anyway, I'll just eat and eat to my heart's content!!

(Waaaaaaah!!! Yaan mo na nga!)






I'm just wondering...

what's wrong with this day and me???

I always find myself thinking....



about meeh...


hmm...



most of the seconds of some minutes of every hour!!!




been wondering...




when will the closed be opened?


when will the hidden be shown?


when will the dark be enlightened?


when will the black be white?


when will the wound be healed?





answer me ...










(gosh! nahirapan ako sa tenses!! tama ba?? cinonsult ko na sa iba yan!
please understand... I'm poor in something... alam niyo na kung ano...)







I love c0okiez! and tenses!

to tell or not to tell??

I'm confused!

What should I do? What??????


Do I grab the chance?


Just blurt it out in one breath?

Or...

Let it out nice and slowly?


or


Let it pass me by?


Keep it inside until it eat me alive?

Or...

Wait for...?


Sigh!!!


Whatever happens, I know nothing will change...


I've got nothing to do but to think!!


Someday, Somehow, Somewhere I'll know the right answer!



I think I need to visit my doctor(psychologist! hahahah...)... Again!


I love c0okiez! and hamlet!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I'm so frustrated!!!

I have too many questions!!!!!!!!


What's the big deal between a two-page paper and a back-to-back paper??
How ignorant can he be??


Why don't they know how to fall in line?
How stupid can they be?


Why can't they understand the word wait?
How highfalutin can it be?


Why can't I stop thinking about ..........?
Why? oh, why???




How weird can I be?



I love c0okiez! and questions!

Monday, October 15, 2007

The magic stays with you!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! I missed him already! Nyahahaha!


I want to go back in EK!

It was a blast! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehh!!! BOOM! BOom!

Now, I really know how hot the sun is! (Umitim ako!)

But I really had fun!! With kuya, tito, insan, tita and irog!(My cousins also! Lily and chi kah!) (Well, hindi kompleto pero masaya pa din) Let's go back there someday, somehow, somewhere, someone, somebody stop me!!(I'm high in the sky!)

It feels like we went there to swim... (Grabe! basang-basa ako!)
Next time let's go to Splash Island! heheheh....


It was really memorable!!! especially in somewhere, when somehow, at sometime, with someone.... (I'm reeaally high in sugar!!!!)





I love c0okiez! and jungle log jam!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

i thought it was the end

I reaaally thought my life here would end!! Just because of a stupid phone call!

How stupid!

Well, it was really stupid of me doing that... Sigh! My mother told me, even my cousin! hehehe! I just can't hang up the phone, i think it would be rude...

And i have a big problem of saying the word "NO"...

From now on, I'll try to say it more often!

Now, I'm afraid to answer the phone!! Stupid guy!



I love c0okiez! and sleepy!

Friday, October 12, 2007

It's proven!

Well at first, it was just a theory.. I made nothing out of it! I really thought it was normal! But I've noticed something unusual.. and something more and more!! It support my theory! (Logic? Science?) It's already proven! I can say, that it's already a law! I need to do something!!!!!!!!! What?? what? what?!





I hate it! reeeeeally! I swear! I hate it!




i love c0okiez!